I shall begin panicking now...
Journal Entry: Sun Apr 20, 2008, 9:13 AM
well then. this will be an interesting journal.
THIS IS WHY I AM PANICKING--------------------------------------->
next friday. through next sunday. reno. jazz. festival. oh shit.
come to think of it, reno jazz festival last year was like an anime convention. just replace artists alley with stands selling crap for your instruments, and replace the panels with clinics, and add a ton of school jazz bands playing crappy music, and voila! THE JAZZ FESTIVAL. maybe i can trick myself into liking it if i pretend it's a con. hahahahahahaNO.
we, the burlingame intermediate school advanced jazz band SUCKS. well, last year, we sucked even more (DEAD LAST DESU) because our teacher was a retard (no offense) but STILL. we suck. a lot. ohshit.
and you know what sucks even MORE? i have a solo. i have a solo. i have a solo. ihaveasoloihaveasolo. point being. i have a solo. damn.
if you know anything about jazz performances, solos are when people stand up and play crap by themselves and the audience claps just to be nice. there are a lot of good soloists in the world; some are even in our band. nick, sam, and hansoo actually play decent solos. wait, those are all the improv soloists in our band (rob and stephanie doesnt count because they play written solos) EXCLUDING ME. I SUCK. Period.
yet for some reason, the rest of the band thinks my solo actually is worth something. haha yeah right. last year i won a paper award for "Outstanding Solo" and my teacher said, "First solo award in intermediate jazz band! Be proud, Lulu."
lolwhut?
Another thing. Because of this horrendous event, i will be missing a party. a family friend get together. at jodie's house. damn. first time in my life that i have EVER missed anything at her house. damn. damn. damn. damn. i feel really bad for missing it.
tl;dr i am in a state of panic over reno jazz festival.
seriously. we got last place last year.
- Mood:
Worried - Listening to: music
- Reading: harry potter 4
- Watching: my life flashing before my eyes
- Playing: with my hair
- Eating: ice cream
- Drinking: water
Devious Comments
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Emo Bear Emo Bear I love Emo Bear! Wait, N-No! Emo Bear! Don't pull out your stuffing! nO NO! Stay away from the nife!!! Emo Bear IS NO MORE! - A Crazy overactive Imagination, Friend...shes also Emo licious...
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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You still got a ways to go.
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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You still got a ways to go.
i will try and upload more stuff, but the chances of one soon are slim. my wrist is carpal-tunnel-syndrome-painful because we just started swordplay in kungfu and it frikken hurts.
for my drawingthemusicgenre project, which should i do next? i want to do either country or techno, but my friend suggested hip hop or rap. any input?
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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You still got a ways to go.
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love can give love can take
love can heal love can hurt
love can be discovered love can be lost
love is a wonderful thing to have and a horrible weakness
love is very important to me if its important to you copy and paste this to youre signature
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love can give love can take
love can heal love can hurt
love can be discovered love can be lost
love is a wonderful thing to have and a horrible weakness
love is very important to me if its important to you copy and paste this to youre signature
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
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You have someone in your life whom you honor and revere so much that every hurt on them is inflicted on you as well. And the closer they are to you, the greater the pain.
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You still got a ways to go.
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Its so easy to laugh
Its so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind
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hi all i love drawing and i can't live without a pencil and paper but i draw very ugly and is often messy and sketchy i suck at painting and coloring. so i concentrate on drawing welcome any critiques coz i want to improve, do point out bad things
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Emo Bear Emo Bear I love Emo Bear! Wait, N-No! Emo Bear! Don't pull out your stuffing! nO NO! Stay away from the nife!!! Emo Bear IS NO MORE! - A Crazy overactive Imagination, Friend...shes also Emo licious...
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Abre, Señor, mis labios. Para alabar tu nombre, y el de tu Santa Madre, María de Guadalupe. Gloria al Padre, al Hijo y al Espíritu Santo. Como era en el principio, ahora y siempre por los siglos de los siglos. Amén.
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Emo Bear Emo Bear I love Emo Bear! Wait, N-No! Emo Bear! Don't pull out your stuffing! nO NO! Stay away from the nife!!! Emo Bear IS NO MORE! - A Crazy overactive Imagination, Friend...shes also Emo licious...
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"The bird of Hermes is my name, eating my wings to make me tame."
*dingding* RULES:
1- You can kiss the person who kissed you!
2- You can't kiss the person more than 3 times
3- You -MUST- kiss 6 other people
4- You should kiss them in public! Paste it on their user page! c'mon..don't be scared of public displays of affection
5- Random kisses are perfectly okay! (and sweet)
6- You should most definitely get started kissing right away!
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Send to 10 of your friends to show them how much luv u have for them. If u get this back it means u r luved 2x as much!!
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Emo Bear Emo Bear I love Emo Bear! Wait, N-No! Emo Bear! Don't pull out your stuffing! nO NO! Stay away from the nife!!! Emo Bear IS NO MORE! - A Crazy overactive Imagination, Friend...shes also Emo licious...
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